Money and Mind — the machines of control

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As I’ve gone through the years of schooling I’ve developed quite a strong sense of resentment/resistance and blame for having to do stuff I found unnecessary, useless, where I was required to lie in written stuff  (like all kinds of … Continue reading →

The omnipresent, omnipotent Absolute

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There are many individual beings, many ‘ones’ as myself. All singularities, individuals — but there is nothing or no one else that is ‘there’ that is ‘more’ — like some entity or a god. And the same goes for all … Continue reading →

Inferiority and self-trust

Inferiority as I experience and have experienced it, is like this seemingly strong or overwhelming feeling, that only comes up in relation to certain points. Especially to the stuff I haven’t proved to myself yet. And that point of ‘proving … Continue reading →

Self-definition based on my friend’s opinon

A cool point I’ve noticed as I was talking with a good friend. When he stated in his words how he is perceiving me, I had a reaction of defense wanting to move conversation into a point of ‘clearing out’ … Continue reading →

Overeating and self-victimization

Sharing this point that I’ve realized about the issue of overeating, meaning ‘eating’ not from physical point of getting the proper nutrition, but as a point of stimulation as ‘feeding the mind’ through the experience of eating in an addictive … Continue reading →

Honesty and Trust

It’s sometimes really amazing how we allow ourselves to deceive ourselves and one another — which results in a total lack of trust and self-trust. We don’t trust anyone else, and ourselves. I remember, that for me it has been … Continue reading →