Monthly Archives: December 2010

Self-forgiveness on creating bullshit ideas about myself and my participation

Posted on December 29, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear creating a bullshit idea about myself and my participation within, as and in the context of this existence. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself … Continue reading →

Posted in Self-forgiveness | Tagged creating ideas about self, defining my participation, defining myself, judging my participation, my participation, myself, self-forgiveness, self-forgiveness on bullshit ideas, self-forgiveness on conjuring ideas about myself | Leave a comment

Hiding behind a position of superiority when sharing points of insecurity

Posted on December 29, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I’ve noticed this point, within talking with a buddy of mine, on a messenger that I have this point, when describing something I haven’t yet sorted out, to want to automatically present an issue, in a way like I am … Continue reading →

Posted in Day to day journal/blog | Tagged caring for approval from others, caring for others opinion, defence mechanism, fear justification, hiding behind superiority, hiding insecurities, misrepresentation, presenting myself differently to people, presenting self to people, superiority, using fear as justification, wanting to get approval | Leave a comment

Self-forgiveness on points of decision making & responsibility

Posted on December 25, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have this belief that, “I don’t have to compete in anyway whatsoever with fools” in terms of the point of them being irresponsible and just acting out their preprogrammed … Continue reading →

Posted in Self-forgiveness | Tagged control, decisions, fear of taking responsibility, making decisions, power, responsibility, self-forgiveness, self-forgiveness example, self-responsibility | Leave a comment

Self Compromise in society

Posted on December 20, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

Self compromise, it’s been something that I have been participating, like each an everyone does in different situations. Especially social situations where something is required of me, or from me, or I am thinking that something is required from me, … Continue reading →

Posted in Articles | Tagged being against social norms, being against the standards of society, breaking rules, breaking social standards, breaking the rules, change, compromise, rebel, self, self-change, self-compromise, self-honesty, simply being here, social norm, social norms, social relations, social rules, standing as self within and as reality | Leave a comment

Picture & Shape — separation through sexuality

Posted on December 19, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I have noticed myself, to define myself, through believing that women are somewhat different then me — lol. I have, through my life held to that belief that women are different, because of the point of desire for a picture … Continue reading →

Posted in Day to day journal/blog | Tagged desire, difference between sexes, equality of sexes, female, lack of communication between partners, lack of understanding between partners, male, male and female, man, mars and venus, sexuality, sexuality as separation, women, women and men | Leave a comment

Defining, perceiving, believing forms & expressions to be special

Posted on December 15, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

Defining things, people, expressions, participations, ideas — practically everything that there can be — as ‘special’ in itself, in a way ‘more’ then other things somehow, and ‘better’ by the nature of the specialness of the thing/point that is regarded … Continue reading →

Posted in Articles | Tagged belief in god, belief in personality, believing in love, defining something as special, defining specialness, defining things, defining things as special, perceiving love as special, regarding something as special, special, specialness, specialness of a human, specialness of personality, why we regard things as special | Leave a comment

Self-judgment on the point of expression/participation/work

Posted on December 15, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

It’s a cool point that I have noticed within myself, where I have looked why I am not willing to do something, or I procrastinate it, or that I perceive that “I am not ready yet”. I’ve noticed that I … Continue reading →

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Self-honesty, self-forgiveness & self corrective application

Posted on December 10, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

The three basic tools presented at Desteni, are simplistic, basic tools of actual self-realization, in and as reality, not in some fantasy world, or world of the mind (a world that we made ourselves to believe). The basic thing that … Continue reading →

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The automated self-interest driven ‘mind machine’ (conscious/subconscious/unconscious)

Posted on December 7, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I have noticed, a very cool point, within my participation and dealing with people. How the point of self-interest, as the point of some personal gratification, that might be physical, or just ‘proving’ something in the mind (for instance: winning … Continue reading →

Posted in Articles | Tagged acceptance and allowance, acceptances and allowances, beingness, conscious, conscious mind, deception of the mind, ego, egoism, equality, equality of all life, honesty, layered mind, life, mind, self-deception, self-honesty, self-interest, simplicity, simplicity of equality, simplicity of life, subconscious, subconscious mind, the mind, unconscious, unconscious mind, what is really driving us | Leave a comment

To simply see the undescribable suffering that is here

Posted on December 3, 2010 by Larys Kaziukonis

I have noticed to today, on the point, of don’t wanting to be abused in any way whatsoever, and thus having methods to deal with any kinds of abuse. I’ve noticed that everything I would fear, is what most of … Continue reading →

Posted in Day to day journal/blog | Tagged abuse, animal cruelty, cruelty, cruelty by design, overwhelming suffering, reality of abuse, realizing the ugly truth, seeing the truth, self-honesty, simplicity, suffering, system of abuse, the ugly truth, unimaginable cruelty, unspeakable abuse, unspeakable horror | Leave a comment

Monthly Archives: December 2010

Self-forgiveness on creating bullshit ideas about myself and my participation

Hiding behind a position of superiority when sharing points of insecurity

Self-forgiveness on points of decision making & responsibility

Picture & Shape — separation through sexuality

Defining, perceiving, believing forms & expressions to be special

Self-judgment on the point of expression/participation/work

Self-honesty, self-forgiveness & self corrective application

The automated self-interest driven ‘mind machine’ (conscious/subconscious/unconscious)

To simply see the undescribable suffering that is here

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